Dreams and Hopes..What for...?

      Yes it sounds deppresing.But in my mind its true.

                          I am a dreamer and I have many hopes and dreams.Some for 20 years down the path and others for now.

     I have this thing ,where to calm myself and stop thinking about things that may go wrong I just dream of the perfect day.Where my dreams come true and everything works the way I want to .
         But that ussually never happens.
     Its ussually me meeting sombady I have an intense respect or admiration for.
         The most memorable has been meeting Jhon Lennon were we talked in a little cafe in london ,where he sang Imagine to me.(I woke up crying)

        My daydreams in the U.S were about the trip that i was going to take next year.

      Now...
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                  I felt like what am i supposed to do now.What would i go in my dreams, who would i meet .And at the beggining it was nothing,nobody came up.
             But it migth sound dumb.But my daydreaming is about me.

       Me on a stage . (I know it sound incredibly cliche)
                           But sadly its true